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Ten minutes into the count and the election already looks like I need a drink. I keep alternating between hitting refresh on the Elections Canada page and on my D&D Tiny Adventure (tm).
Yesterday: one more in this series of near-daily crises of confidence about school. This after finally having a good day of studying.
Today: emailed the relevant professors one more round. I may be a failure, but I will be a failure who did his legwork.
Now I'm looking for points just for coping.
I keep choking. Not, you know, come here and hit me on the back choking.(1) Choking in the moment of decisive action. This life. It's like learning to drive standard. Forever. Stall. Stall. Stall. Grind the gears. Stall.
{rf}
(1)Although I appear to have been having an asthma attack since about two this afternoon. Is there an inversion or something? It has been Misty.(2)
(2)My tactic for coping with the attacks is to create resistance by forcing my breath through a narrow gap between my lips. Is that actually useful? I believe I got the idea from Lost.
Yesterday: one more in this series of near-daily crises of confidence about school. This after finally having a good day of studying.
Today: emailed the relevant professors one more round. I may be a failure, but I will be a failure who did his legwork.
Now I'm looking for points just for coping.
I keep choking. Not, you know, come here and hit me on the back choking.(1) Choking in the moment of decisive action. This life. It's like learning to drive standard. Forever. Stall. Stall. Stall. Grind the gears. Stall.
{rf}
(1)Although I appear to have been having an asthma attack since about two this afternoon. Is there an inversion or something? It has been Misty.(2)
(2)My tactic for coping with the attacks is to create resistance by forcing my breath through a narrow gap between my lips. Is that actually useful? I believe I got the idea from Lost.
